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FV:Redthorn Tavern:Main Room Krisha eyes fill with tears now, well least she ate before she gets up and starts to head to the office upstairs "He's..he....I'm going upstairs..."Tears fall and she disappears upstaurs and closes the door. Nov 12, 2019 at 10:13 p.m.
Patch sighs "Ferro...died couple days ago. I don't know all de details but he's...dead, there is like gonna be a private funeral and all later..here in de...graveyard in the village.Just follow the path past de pond if your like..going or whatever" He stands "I have tables to wait on, dishes to collect and wash so chat later" Nov 12, 2019 at 10:15 p.m.
Mack eyes widen, he frowns and right away heads upstairs letting the rat tend to what is needed .He knocks on the office door, "Lass?"He waits on a reply as it's possible its the wrong door. Nov 12, 2019 at 10:16 p.m.
Krisha doesn't answer the door right away, then finally "It's unlocked just come in."She is sitting on the cot in here, paws folded in her lap. Nov 12, 2019 at 10:18 p.m.
Mack opens the door and peeks inside, then makes his way the rest of the way inside "Oh lass....I didn't know.."He is not sure to say, sorry isnt always good and asking how one is is usually bad as well. "If ya need anything, I am here.I didn't know Ferro that long but I came to think of him as a friend" Nov 12, 2019 at 10:19 p.m.
Krisha looks over and rubs her eyes " Am..Am I gonna lose Xander soon too? The past couple seasons I lost Oz...Lozt my daughter..and now Father, is Xander next?" Nov 12, 2019 at 10:38 p.m.
Mack frowns, he just sits by her "I would hope not lass, lets not dweel on that ok, try to not worry. Sides Xander is tough, I mean he surrived hornets and a flash flood and he fought that Anwir beast and he was ill at the time too, he will be fine lass."He looks at the room "So..an office, intresting place." Nov 12, 2019 at 10:42 p.m.
Krisha nods "Xander's office, he does own the tavern , not that he usues the office much" She sighs a little "I head back to the abbey tomorrow morning." Nov 12, 2019 at 10:44 p.m.
Mack says, "I will tag along lass, sides company is good to have.My guess Xander is still gonna stay in Ferravale for the time being?"" Nov 12, 2019 at 10:46 p.m.
Krisha nods "I will also have Matilda for company on the way back. There will be a short, private..furneral for..father, then me and Matilda stay the night and get back to the abbey by tomorrow afternoon or least before dinner time" Nov 12, 2019 at 10:47 p.m.
Mack nods "Can....I come?" He waits and adds "If not that is ok lass,wouldnt want to intrupt " Nov 12, 2019 at 10:51 p.m.
Krisha nods"You can come and also to the abbey, all is invited to the abbey long as they are friends or good hearted." Nov 12, 2019 at 10:52 p.m.
Mack smiles "Glad I am seen as a friend and as a friend I am here for you, you and Xander both lass." Nov 12, 2019 at 10:54 p.m.
Krisha says, "Thank you Mack" She replys as she yawns, tried "I am gonna get some rest...see you after dinner, ok?" Nov 12, 2019 at 10:55 p.m.
Mack nods "Of course lass, sleep well"And he exits the room and shuts the door, he decides to make it his job to make sure no one distrubes her and they let her get some sleep. Nov 12, 2019 at 10:56 p.m.
RW Abbey: Bunk Room Nardo heads off. Nov 13, 2019 at 4:49 p.m.
FV:Redthorn Tavern:Main Room Nardo has been helping out in Ferravale the past , well, couple weeks it seemed and now decided ti get a late lunch at the tavern.He steps up to a table and sits down to wait. Nov 13, 2019 at 4:50 p.m.
Xander makes his way over to Nardo and manages a small smile "Hey Nardo, been a while since I seen you, everything going ok?" The badger has been serveing ale and some plates of what ever lunch is, looks like veggie soup,a roll and a drink of what ever one wants."Lunch?" Nov 13, 2019 at 4:52 p.m.
Nardo nods"Sure, lunch seems good and how am I?" He seems surprised at the question "Should ask, how are you?" Nov 13, 2019 at 4:55 p.m.
Xander first gets the lunch speical and then sits down as he too takes a lunch break "Me?" He asks and shrugs "I am ok, I suppose.Been busy with some things.I go Matilda and Krisha home safe and sound and got back here, sleep a few hours and then back to work. Still got to get some supplies for the tavern like Ale mainly, maybe some of the smoked fish the Gousim mentioned having." Nov 13, 2019 at 4:57 p.m.
Nardo says, "Smoked ish is , well it's intresting but what about like smoked veggies."He grins "Now that could be real intresting."But then it was time to be serious "But back to, well....you Xander, you said you supposed you were ok which likely means your not so..what is it?"" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:03 p.m.
Xander frowns , he eats his soup and roll before finally speaking"A lot has happen that's all and I had wanted to stay at the abbey but I promised I wouldn't for a while so Benar could come out of his room if he wished it." Nov 13, 2019 at 5:05 p.m.
Nardo asks, "So, your still thinking on that are ya?" A bite of roll and some soup washed down with ale"Thought you wanted forgiveness like face to face"" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:07 p.m.
Xander says, "Well...yeah but he wished to not see me or so I was told and I dont know how to, like ask if can ask as its better face to face or maybe a letter is better, I..I don't know, I just don't know"" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:09 p.m.
Nardo nods "It is better BUT how do you like expect to have a talk, or chat unless you...well go to the abbey.I am sure he will or maybe has forgiven you, but"He clears his throat "You did to do something as well and it will likely be hard to do" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:12 p.m.
Xander says, "I did do something, I left for a while and well still gone so he can relax more.I also told the whole abbey or least most of teh abbey I was sorry for my actions, some seemed to forgive me but others may not of"" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:16 p.m.
Nardo listens and replies as if it was simple "Have you, forgiven yourself?" He asks quietly and waits on a reply. Nov 13, 2019 at 5:17 p.m.
Xander asks, "Myself?" He gives the ferret a confushed look"Wot do you mean forgive myself?" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:19 p.m.
Nardo finishes an ale and nods "Yourself" He sets down the empty mug "You can't stay blaiming yourself, ok you did push him but it was an accident and you know that now and you seeked forgivness from others and thats a good step but to truely be free, one needs to also forgive themselves, and sometimes of more than one thing weather its recent or in the past" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:23 p.m.
Xander frowns and then stands giving a snort as he stars to walk away,"Thats nice...now excuuse ne I have things to do" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:29 p.m.
Nardo blinks and follows him "I was serious, wait, please"He tries to block his path "Just, ya know..think on me words. I mean its helpful, trust me" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:32 p.m.
Xander glares at the ferret and then sighs, "Look Nardo..you don't really know me that well, not really anyways." Nov 13, 2019 at 5:34 p.m.
Nardo says, "Well, only you really know you but I do know your a nice guy. You care deeply for friends and family, you are a protecter...a good cook of well pies and muffins, couple other...things too. Your a warrior and a skilled one too. Your leader of the Mossflower Defenders, a group that may be small but slowly grows a little bit.You get along with some beasts that usually are hard to get along with,I am usually hard to get along with in fact.You offered me and Mack a place to stay and even jobs and that says a lot"" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:38 p.m.
Xander finally just sits down and looks at the floor, then the ferret"Still, you meet me like a few weeks ago. My past is not the best, and I do remember most of what I forgot now" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:41 p.m.
Nardo says, "That's great, on the remembering that is....remembering is always good, even if some is bad. We need good and bad I think to truely be alive or thats my thoughts on it and who truely cares of the past, this is the now...though"He chooses the next words carefully"If things of the past like hold unta you then, ya need to let go...you need to forgive yourself.I know how forgiving one self can help but at the same time be hard.I for the longest time blimed myself for when my mate died.But it wasnt my fault, or her fault.....she got stung by hornets also but like a lot LOT more and also had a delayed reaction, one that ....killed her. but when I forgave myself I felt better, I felt free...yes feelings linger a little as I can still be sad, but I know its not my fault now....what has happen recent or maybe past as the past will come up"He frowns "Did for me..." He goes on after a while " Its good to clear the mind and think, to forgive yourself for each thing of the past and to not worry too much on the furt" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:47 p.m.
Nardo says, "That's great, on the remembering that is....remembering is always good, even if some is bad. We need good and bad I think to truely be alive or thats my thoughts on it and who truely cares of the past, this is the now...though"He chooses the next words carefully"If things of the past like hold unta you then, ya need to let go...you need to forgive yourself.I know how forgiving one self can help but at the same time be hard.I for the longest time blimed myself for when my mate died.But it wasnt my fault, or her fault.....she got stung by hornets also but like a lot LOT more and also had a delayed reaction, one that ....killed her. but when I forgave myself I felt better, I felt free...yes feelings linger a little as I can still be sad, but I know its not my fault now....what has happen recent or maybe past as the past will come upsp furture"He adds a chuckle "A friend said the furture worries about tis safe and no one can truely control it anyways, slow it maybe but not stop or control it as what is to " Nov 13, 2019 at 5:48 p.m.
Nardo Nov 13, 2019 at 5:50 p.m.
furture"He adds a chuckle "A friend said the furture worries about tis safe and no one can truely control it anyways, slow it maybe but not stop or control it as what is to happen, will happen one way or another" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:51 p.m.
Xander listens and nods "I, will think on your words I promise and forgive myself?" He frowns as this sems to cause stresss but he takes a deep breath "oK...just , there is a lot on my mind of recent stuff and now past things and, guess can't change the past and as you said not really the furture either" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:54 p.m.
RW Abbey: Friar's Room Lacota' wakes up. Nov 13, 2019 at 5:58 p.m.
Lacota' falls asleep. Nov 13, 2019 at 5:58 p.m.
FV:Redthorn Tavern:Main Room Nardo seems glad he is talking at least, "Yeah, well..me and Mack can make sure Patch stays outta trouble, me and Mack did run our own tavern so...we can help with yours so you have time to think...where ever ya want to think" Nov 13, 2019 at 5:59 p.m.
Xander nods "Sounds good...fine"He stands again "I am going for a walk in the woods, don't worry I will be back by sunset or shortly afterwards." Nov 13, 2019 at 6 p.m.
Nardo nods, "Thinking is good." Nov 13, 2019 at 6:02 p.m.
Xander nods and heads outside after grabing his hooded claok. The weather outside is cold and snow is falling, well its better than icy rain and it looks likr snow will stick as he slips off and the door closes. Nov 13, 2019 at 6:03 p.m.
Nardo watches the badger head off outside and leans back in the chair"Hmmms...best find Mack then"He stands and goes to find Mack and then help out around the tavern will Xander gets back. Nov 13, 2019 at 6:06 p.m.
RW Abbey: Bunk Room Cynthia exits the Bunk Room.. Nov 13, 2019 at 8:17 p.m.
RW Abbey: Middle Dormitory Cynthia heads off towards the Staircase.. Nov 13, 2019 at 8:17 p.m.
RW Abbey: Staircase Cynthia moves off into the Great Hall.. Nov 13, 2019 at 8:17 p.m.
Cynthia arrives from the Staircase.. Nov 13, 2019 at 8:17 p.m.
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